I Can Always Disappear But You’re Too Much Of A Coward You Give My Neurons An Orgasm Everytime You Fuck Things Up And We Both Know You And God Ain’t Smiling (A Prelude To Every End)

You tell me when I’m being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you’re a pain the ass. Which you always are. Annoyingly cute to my annoyingly happy dopamine-flooded brain, from afar. But it has been far from cute since God knows when. The war of hearts and minds and livers was and has always been fought with productivity but again words are just as stupid if the mind is too bloated and the heart is too blinded to understand.

Nobody knows you like I do and you know that. So you know when I call you a weakling and a coward I know you know I mean more than that. I meant more than what you think you knew.

We are in this. But I may just have to carry you and your hard-headed ass and your estrogen-filled heart.

For the meantime my ears are listening to Greenday’s Redundant and Aaron Lewis’ Vicious Circles.

I don’t want you to spiral downwards.

“Minsan madalas sa buhay para tayong etits, kailangan matigas kapag hinihingi ng pagkakataon.”

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6 comments on “I Can Always Disappear But You’re Too Much Of A Coward You Give My Neurons An Orgasm Everytime You Fuck Things Up And We Both Know You And God Ain’t Smiling (A Prelude To Every End)

  1. hello, yin, happy easter! happy summer! kumusta?

    hey, i’ve a questions – did you read james joyce, phillip roth and talcott parsons? natanong ko lang ’cause you sound like you have, ahaha. cheers and regards! πŸ™‚

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